Life Changes

Well, I never thought I would see the day, but here I am and it's real. I still can't believe it. For the last week, I've been feeling - off I guess, and while I suspected why I didn't have proof until today. As it turns out, I'm pregnant.

Yes, that's right. Me, the person who wasn't sure about having kids. Well, the decision has been made for me and there's no going back now. It's official. Per the calculations I've made I'm due on November 21st. My body being as unpredictable as it is, I doubt I'll hit that due date, but it's a generalized date anyway.

I woke Beosig up yesterday morning to tell him. He was shocked to say the least. He has already had "the moment", that realization where it hits you what's going to happen. I wish I could say the same. It still doesn't feel real. I feel like I need someone to pinch me so I'll wake up from this dream.

There are so many changes to come that I can't even begin to wrap my mind around it all. What awaits I can only guess. But, first thing's first, let's start with the doctor visit next Monday morning and go from there.